It goes a little something like this. "Oh, your daughter looks nothing like you." "She must really look like her dad." "She's her daddy's mini alright."
Little me on Easter Day ;)
What can I say? I have heard these comments
way to
many times in my life as being a mother. At first I kind of nod and say yes, or try to convince the person "No she really does look like me." Then after hearing it so many times I sort of get annoyed and feel like, "Hey I carried this child in my body for 9 months and pushed her out all by myself. I'm pretty damn sure she looks like me!
Obviously I hear this about both of my girls. Should I feel bad about getting irked the more and more I hear it? Sometimes it makes me feel pretty crappy. I know we all say things without thinking first, once and a while. Maybe I'm just PMS'in. What I do know is that I hear and feel the exact same way my mother did with me. I just never gave it much thought until I became a mom, myself. Or maybe she has thicker skin than me and let comments like this slide off her back.
My mom is totally Irish looking with the exception of red hair. She is fair skinned, blue green eyes and light brown hair. When she gets a tan its pretty much freckles. Then there is my dad who is pure Cambodian, brown eyed, black haired, and has brown skin. Apparently the darker features usually dominate the gene pool, like they did in my case. However for little Amira she has the most porcelain skin and blue eyes. So I definitely hear this about her.
Now there is my little baby Gia (yes I still call her that) Everyone always say she's the spitting image of Mario. Yes, I know she looks so much like her good looking daddy. But come on, they look like me too! There are many features my girls and I share that most don't take the time to see, so I am getting use to that. I use to say, Oh we have the same ears, or same birth mark, nose, or whatever. Finally I just stopped. I just have to keep those things special to me and see them through my motherly eyes.
I was reluctant on posting this only because I don't love blogging about negativity in my life. Then a wonderful friend reached out to me talking about very similar issues in her life. As humans we all make mistakes and can pass judgement, but really, we as a whole should work on that. Especially when children are involved and the hurtful things are being said in front of them...